and I gained 18 lbs :o(

Well, I dunno what happened (yes I do - i ate junk food for a whole year and
was in denial and i put the pounds back on!!)  I have real problems with
binging, stress eating and denial. I hit the lowest weight last summer then
it was like a springboard - I just started eating and being so
self-destructive. I have been so sick so often, catching every cold that
passes by and it always lands in my chest. You can't live on cookies and
cany bars and think your body can function. I'm brain-fogged, tired, cranky
and out of steam.

I'd always say I'd get on board the next day and of course didn't so it was
another day with no fuel and denial and binging.

So, now I must officially be a YoYo Dieter. I've seen so many of you make
sensible choices over the years, making steady progress or recover
gracefully from minor set-backs. I hope this time I can follow that lead and
stay on the wagon.

I started fresh yesterday and will re-read my LC books. I'll check in here
daily and try to keep a positive focus. I'm going to do Atkins induction for
2 weeks.

new stats as of 5/1/06:
155/155/125
nanner
(at least i didn't put the other 30lbs back on)