Went to the gym with DH in the late morning, then out to an Indian
buffet, then to my wine group in the evening. Ate far too much :-).
Seriously, I'd decided to allow myself a splurge, as I'd eaten
modestly for several days and my weight is at the low end of my range,
but I can definitely see the old fat person inside: I ate lots at the
wine tasting even though I wasn't actually hungry, just because it was
in front of me and tasted good. Wine does that to me. I'm not
worried about the weight impact of this, but I'm not really happy with
myself about overeating quite that much. Anyway...
Food:
* 8:45 (home): 2 poached eggs on 1 slice whole wheat toast w/ 3 slices
melted f/f cheese
* 2:30 (Indian buffet): 1 cup salad w/ yogurt dressing; 8 spoonsful of
various dishes, mostly vegetarian; 2 pieces bread; 2 gulab jamun
(dough balls soaked in sugar water); 1/2 cup fruit salad
* 7:00 (wine group): 16 oz. wine; 3 oz. assorted cheeses; 3 small puff
pastry triangles with mushroom filling; 8 bite-sized chocolates; 3/4
oz. mixed nuts
Totals: 2558 calories, 103g fat (36%), 215g carbs (34%), 111g protein
(17%)
Exercise: 5K on treadmill -- repeating pattern: 4 minutes at 6.2 mph,
then walking at 2 mph until my heart rate recovered to below 120 --
took 37'30"
Chris
262/130s/130s
started dieting July 2002, maintaining since June 2004
sej29@cornell.edu - 14 Mar 2005 14:53 GMT
> Went to the gym with DH in the late morning, then out to an Indian
> buffet, then to my wine group in the evening. Ate far too much :-).
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> worried about the weight impact of this, but I'm not really happy with
> myself about overeating quite that much. Anyway...
You'll make up for it, though; you always do. So don't worry-- you know
it was just the alcohol. I had a day like this yesterday. I didn't eat
quite as much over the usual, only by a couple hundred calories, but I
allowed myself to eat way too much sugar and then crashed later. Five
(small) homemade chocolate chip cookies and about 1/2 oz. dark
chocolate. But we went to Chili's for dinner because my BF needed to
get out of the house (essay troubles) and I ordered their 'healthy'
salmon entree w/ black beans and vegetables so at least I got some
decent nutrition in there as well. Despite all the sugar, it was a high
protein day for whatever reason-- my breakfast and lunch were almost
all protein. But I couldn't resist the cookies even though I wasn't
hungry. They're just too good, I guess.
I'm thinking though that next time I go to Chili's I'll just order one
of the heavier entrees (like a big salad, fajitas or quesadillas) and
just eat half, because I sort of miss just eating for the taste of it
at restaurants like that-- i.e. borderline fast-food. I usually splurge
a little at nice restaurants or occasions and order richer food, and
try to keep casual trips to stuff like Chili's and TGIFriday's on the
healthier side. Part of the reason I really ordered salmon was to make
up for eating so poorly that afternoon; the 'guiltless grill' menu is
pretty bland, I mean what do you expect from a place like Chili's?
Sara
Her Subj. - 14 Mar 2005 15:58 GMT
> Went to the gym with DH in the late morning, then out to an Indian
> buffet, then to my wine group in the evening. Ate far too much :-).
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> worried about the weight impact of this, but I'm not really happy with
> myself about overeating quite that much. Anyway...
Hi Chris,
Don't beat yourself up over it (although I highly doubt you are!). You
have been maintaining for so many years and one day won't make you
revert back to your old ways. It took a long time for you to balloon up
to 262 and it will take more than a less-than-perfect day for a
tendency to become a problem.
For consolation, here is my Sunday: (I think we all at ASD had
not-so-good Sundays) :)
Cereal (1 serving)
Soy Milk (1/2cup)
Banana (third of)
Cottage Cheese (1/5 cup)
Bran Muffin (just the top of a moderate sized-one)
Strawberries (about 6)
Almonds (about 6)
Few pieces of roasted Chicken wrapped in pita bread (maybe totalling
2oz)
Salmon Sandwich (2oz)
Brioche (just a sliver)
Chocolate Cake (just a few bites)
Pretzel (3 bites)
Seafood Linguine (maybe 4-5 oz worth)
Pieces of Roasted Chicken (1oz worth)
Zinfindel (5-6 small sips)
Tiramisu (half of a serving)
soup (3-4 sips/bites)
Peanuts and Cashews (1oz)
Ice Cream and Cake (1oz)
Ciabatta (1 4" x 5" piece)
Bran Muffin (a few bites)
Capresi salad (two pieces of tomato and cheese)
Albeit I did not eat an entire serving of these foods, these things did
manage to enter my mouth throughout the day. No worries, though.
Chris - 14 Mar 2005 17:21 GMT
> Don't beat yourself up over it (although I highly doubt you are!).
Thanks to you -- and to Sara, who said something similar. I'm not
beating myself up, and I don't have any problem getting back to normal.
I woke up with no appetite for breakfast but had some cereal, as I
don't like to skip it altogether.
I was wishing last night that I hadn't had quite as much to eat and
drink, as it makes me feel uncomfortable during the night. But it's
more that I find myself slightly astonished by my ability to eat a lot,
sometimes :-).
Chris
262/130s/130s
Heidi - 15 Mar 2005 02:12 GMT
> > Don't beat yourself up over it (although I highly doubt you are!).
>
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> Chris
> 262/130s/130s
I discovered my unhealthy fat person still breathing and wanting to eat this
weekend too! I ate enough that, even today, I still am dealing with
heartburn. I wanted to smoke a cig too ( 7 months quit cold turkey), so my
smoker still lurks as well. I wonder if these desires to self destructive
action ever go away... sigh... Good thing there's always the next meal to
"fix it." I also have learned, in part from you, Chris, that a splurge
doesn't mean diddly in the long term; it's what we do, by and large, day in
and day out.
Heidi
Beverly - 15 Mar 2005 02:13 GMT
> I discovered my unhealthy fat person still breathing and wanting to eat this
> weekend too! I ate enough that, even today, I still am dealing with
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>
> Heidi
Years ago I quit smoking for a year and then took it up again during a very
stressful time in my life. It took me another few years to quit again but I
finally quit again in 1996. Since that time I've probably had a few but
each time I remind myself how much better I feel without them. Maybe these
old habits never go away completely.....we just need to keep them under
control.
Beverly
sej29@cornell.edu - 15 Mar 2005 17:24 GMT
> Years ago I quit smoking for a year and then took it up again during a very
> stressful time in my life. It took me another few years to quit again but I
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>
> Beverly
I was really lucky with smoking. I took it up for a year or so in high
school at 17 or so and smoked only a few a day (didn't want the parents
to know-- I think my mom found them once and got incredibly mad,
actually). During that whole year I never moved up to a pack or got
'more' addicted. At some point I had a 'life changing' experience,
threw them away, and now I don't think I could ever touch one again--
they taste awful. Do you think some people are just physically less
sensitive to the nicotine? The whole thing for me seemed very mental.
Sara
Beverly - 15 Mar 2005 18:39 GMT
> > Years ago I quit smoking for a year and then took it up again during
> a very
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>
> Sara
Years ago I worked with a fellow who only smoked when we stopped for a
drink after work. I think his smoking was linked more to the activity
than an actual addiction as he never smoked otherwise. I imagine
people could have a different reaction to nicotine just like they do
other things such as caffeine, medications, etc.
Beverly
Nunya B. - 15 Mar 2005 02:17 GMT
>> > Don't beat yourself up over it (although I highly doubt you are!).
>>
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> in
> and day out.
My inner smoker is still alive and well after more than 7 years. You'd
think the bitch would have died from lung cancer by now. ;)

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Berna Bleeker - 15 Mar 2005 17:36 GMT
Nunya B. schreef:
> My inner smoker is still alive and well after more than 7 years. You'd
> think the bitch would have died from lung cancer by now. ;)
I thought mine died a looong time ago, but a few years ago I discovered
she is only in a deep coma: one time when I got very drunk, I *almost*
smoked a cigarette. Luckily my husband stopped me in time!
Berna (101.5/73.6/~68 kg)

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